Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Countdown to Cuba...

37 days and counting... It's gonna be a rough three weeks, being away from all my family and friends, mainly Molli. It's kind of scary yet really exciting to be going to Cuba. I don't know about you, but I've never been to a communist country, it could be really interesting. And yes, in case you were wondering, it is legal to go to Cuba, as long as you get the right permits, which we have. It is a really tedious task, but can be done. By the way, I'm going with a group from the church to put on a series of evangelistic meetings and we are going under the protection of God, so we'll be fine. I hope that it is a really good experience, and opens my eyes. I've been to Costa Rica, but Cuba is completely different. If you wouldn't mind, I'd appreciate any prayers you can offer for our group. Thanks so much...


Anyway, the week has been good so far. Went to Molli's house to work on a class project, and had fun doing that. This weekend we are going to Cohutta with Pathfinders, and are gonna be doing some skits. That should be really fun. I hope everyone has a great week, I plan on having one...

PS... its -16C in Finland and lots of snow... just in case you were wondering... :)

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

It's been a while...

...since I've updated, sorry about that. I know, my life is just soo interesting, you have to know all about it. Yeah, okay, anyway. I've been having a really great week. A lot of stuff has happened since I last wrote, but nothing too major. I went out to eat with Molli's family, that was fun. We went to the ChopHouse last weekend, ate some good food and laughed at her crazy family. Then went to a friends house and watched about 30 minutes of Batman Begins before I had to head home. Today was interesting, I was originally planning on watching the 3-on-3 volleyball tournament at CA, but instead ended up playing 2 matches. It's a long story that I will sum up real fast. I guy subbed for a team that was missing a player, team lost, thought it was single elimination, actually double, they left, sub dude was left alone, so me and a friend subbed in for the other two, creating a team of misfits. We won our first match together, and lost the second, oh well... it was fun, that's what matters. Molli's team did really good, they haven't lost yet and are in the championship game that will be played on Thursday at lunch, fun stuff. Anyway, I'm hoping to get in a good ride this week, it's been unnaturally warm. And I have to look for a job, mine at CA doesn't pay enough, but it is a job for now... Life is really good...

It's been a while since I've been this happy... thanks to an amazing girl... come to think of it, I've never been happier... :) hmmmm...

Monday, January 02, 2006

New Years Revelations

I've had a great week since Christmas. I've been hanging out with Molli a lot lately. It's been really fun. I stayed up for New Years, with my favorite girl, and then got up at 8 on New Years Day for a great trip. I drove to the bike shop, borrowed a $2000 bike and went up to the mountains to ride. It was a nice, early morning ride with about 20 other people. We had a nice 6 mile climb to the top of Chilhowee Mountain, then a nice 8 mile ride back down to the bottom. Singletrack at 35 mph is really fun. The whoop-de-doos are suicidal at that speed. The trail twists and turns and drops, not to mention the mud that is slick as snot, wheels washing out, and more fun danger. That was a great start to the day. Then, I went to Toastymeisters house for a Pathfinder TLT Lock-In. We stayed up all night and watched all six Star Wars movies. NOT RECOMMENDED!!! It was rough. We started watching episodes 4, 5, and 6 first and then watched 1, 2, and 3. Leaving the best for last. Well, the night got worse, Molli got really sick and then Greg and I started feeling queasy ourselves.... ick. It was no fun, and we are just now beginning to recouperate. Tomorrow morning, I'm off to ride Chilhowee again, if I'm not sick. Good times...

It's been a good week, hmmmmmmm... Hope everyone else has a great week too...

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Joyeux Noel

Today, for those of you who didn't know, was Christmas... Yeah, pretty sure everybody knew. Well, today was weird. The morning wasn't so great, we had family coming over kind of last minute, so parents went on a cleaning spree. And it was crazy with so many people around. But the night ended really well. I went over to Molli's house to hang out for awhile. Gave her a present and just talked, and got attacked by Jill and Kati... oh well, it was fun. It was my best Christmas, thanks to a very special girl. I hope everyone else had a great Christmas as well... have a happy new year...

Friday, December 23, 2005

Sky Fire

I set off on my journey, aware that the weather was getting ever colder. The light was dimming as the sun dipped behind the horizon, but I went on. Cold wind bit at my finger tips and nibbled at my toes. The freezing air made conditions miserable, and the headwind didn't help much. My mission, was to blow off some steam that had been building up inside me, and today was the perfect day for it. All around me, the signs of winter were slowing showing themselves. Ice where there had once been a marsh, frozen plants and of course, the cold, dim weather.

The sun set fire to the evening sky, a burning ball of brilliant color. It's glowing light spread like wildfire from cloud to cloud, extending across the once dull sky. As the fire burned longer and longer, the colors deepened. Soon the glowing red embers could be seen around the edges of this heavenly blaze. A pink glow expanded to the outermost region of the fire, the clouds were heating up, preparing themselves to blaze in color. The globe of light that had ignited this dazzling fire was beginning to slip below the horizon, hiding behind trees and hills. My eyes were dazzled by the beauty of this natural phenomenon. Wispy clouds spread in all directions, tinted by the glare of the brilliant blaze. They moved in the high winds, constantly being molded by their creator in his masterpiece. The colors began to meld together, the reds and pinks and oranges all becoming a deep shade of red, slowing cooling into purple. Stars began to dot the sky, pricking holes of light through the deep blue sheet. Thin clouds breezed overhead, allowing the stars to begin their nightly dance, ever changing, but always twinkling. The stars performed thier ballet for me alone, slowing spinning overhead, but intricately moving in and out all the time. They celebrated the victory over the fire, thier sky had survied another close call, but did not remain unscorched, the western horizon still had a glow about it, and would for a long time. The pink and purple glow gave me just enough light to see the road as I spun along, thinking about the One who created this ever changing masterpiece that we could experience daily if we would only take the time to slow down and watch. My mind began to wander from the pain, to things of more joy. I was reminded of what a lucky guy I am, how blessed I am and how lucky I was to have legs to let me do crazy things like that. And then I thought about my friends, one special one in particular, I thought of her as the light danced away from me. She puts light into my days, and I began to miss her. Then I thought of family, and experiences and opportunities taken and missed. I realized that we need to live every day as if it were our last. We need to slow down and focus on what is really important. I carefully watched as the day faded into night, waiting for something, a sign maybe. I smiled, and thanked God that I could live such a blessed life. I'm glad I slowed down to take in my surroundings, realizing that God created this world for us to enjoy as I watched a white tailed deer scamper off into the woods, searching for a place to sleep...

Ride of the Week...

We'll today was pretty good. I didn't get to see Molli at all, so I was kinda bummed about that, but I survived, amazing... I did however, talk to her a lot. She called me when she woke up this morning, that was nice. Then I went and finished my Christmas Shopping, don't you just love the stores this time of year, yeah, I don't. Anyway, I got home about two o'clock and proceeded to talk to Molli a little bit, and bum around the house. About 4 my parents began to get angry that I hadn't done anything all day, yet, my mom had lounged around the house just as much as me... Oh well, so I cleaned up a little, helped my dad fix the bike rack on top of my car and then decided I needed to go blow a little steam. I hopped on my bike for a short spin around the block. The thing is, when you live out in the country like I do, a ride around the block can be long, hence my 23 mile ride ending after dark. It was the best ride of the week, month and the best in a really long time. More on that in my next post... My mom had to pretty much ruin the venting of steam by getting mad at me because I was out after dark... wow, that was the worst thing she could have done. If only she knew... one day, I'll tell her. So now, I'm sitting here, being bored, but really happy about a great ride. Have a great day...

Sorry about the cheesy music, but I thought it was hilarious, and the real version of this song (Summon the Heroes - John Williams) is really amazing...

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Incredibly Amazing Day

I had the most amazing day today. I got to sleep in for the first time in a long time. But I guess 9:30 isn't that late for most people. Oh well, it was nice to sleep as long as I wanted to. :) Then, I called Molli and got to talk to her for a while. It's nice to hear her voice, she makes me sooo happy. Hmmmmmmm... :) Then the day just kept getting better. I got to go to the bike shop with me family, and the owner gave me a Christmas present, he's a great guy. The link to their shop is on the right, just thought I would give him props, he treats me good.

Anyway, back on subject. Then I got to go out to lunch with my mom and sister, that was nice. I stuffed myself with some yummy potatoes at Golden Corral. Then I went home and moped around for about an hour. Then, YAY, I went and picked up Molli at 3 to go play rook at WSMC (the Radio Station at Southern Adventist University). That was fun, there were five of us playing, we played for about 3 and a half hours. Fun stuff. Ate candy and popcorn and listend to cool music. Then when Michael got off work, we went back to his house to keep playing. We played there for a few more hours. Then I took Molli home, and we talked for a while. I really love hanging out with that girl. She is incredible, she makes my days so great. :) Hmmmmm... I really didn't want to come home, I wanted to stay and talk forever, just standing there on her porch. I love just being around her. It's an amazing feeling to have someone that likes you as much as you like them. :) It makes me so very happy. I'm a really lucky guy to be able to have a girl like her... I love her so much... Hmmmmmmm... She's incredibly amazing...

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Deep Thoughts

Rain, water falling from the sky. Does this mean that the sky is made of water? Or do we believe what we have always been told, that water evaporates and then falls in the form of rain. Rain, it could be the sky falling on us, little pieces of what we call space. But their is space all around us, and who are we to say that it is outer space. As big as the universe is, it should be inner space. Rain, is it the tears of heaven? Is God crying over the mistakes that we make continually. The things that we do to hurt God are amazing. We tell Him to get out of our lives, and then when things go wrong, we start asking why He wasn't there. If only we could wake up and see daylight. If only we could see that God is always there, whether we let Him help, is our choice. Rain, God's tears, now we know why it seems to rain so much. We do stupid things to a God that created us. A God that knows us, and knows everything about us. He knows all the stupid things that we do and still, He loves us. It's amazing, God was willing to sacrifice His only Son to save a bunch of idiots. What was He thinking? I have no idea, but I am really glad that He thought it. Without such a loving God, there would be no point in living. No point in going through this daily grind that we call life. Suffering through days of pain and seeing things we love destroyed. But there is something to live for, God does exsist, and He does love us. He loves us more than life. He was willing to die for a bunch of losers, and die He did. But the cool thing is, He rose again. He conquered death, something that no one else can do. Without that victory, it would have all been for nothing. God's plan worked perfectly however, Christ lived a perfect life and died a death for all the sins ever committed, even future sins. But without the resurrection, nothing would have changed. We would all be condemned to die a permanent death. The death that we experience is only permanent if we do not believe that Christ came to save us. If we do believe, death is just a rest, a rest from a weary world that is eating away at our souls. Death is nothing to cry about, permanent death is however, a crying matter. Rain, the tears of heaven when one is lost. Try not to let heaven cry over you... Just love God, and follow his leading. And let the rain fall, let the sky open up and rain down the love of God, not His tears. Open up the sky, rain down your love, I don't know if I'll, ever get enough...

It's A Great Day to be Alive...

Today, was awesome. I had a lot of fun with a really special girl. I picked her up from school at about 9 and then we went and hung out until she had to work at noon 30. Then after work, we went to lunch and the bike shop and blew some cash. Great fun. I really love hanging out with her. She makes me sooo incredibly happy. I'm a really lucky guy, hmmmmm...

Hope everyone else had a great day too. Have a Merry Chritmas...

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